It had been 2 weeks since last time I blog. Well tml i will be going for my medical board.. It will determine whether I can stay in force or not.. haiz!! I want to stay in force. I like sailing.. but right now my physical condition doesnt allow me to sail. Well, I felt sad. recently I was feeling down because of the fact I maybe cant stay in force. I try to go improve my condition but it takes time. Tml, I will go medical board try to talk to the MO hoping them let me sail again.. I wish it will be good news for me.. Wish me good luck.
Yesterday saturday is a road trip to malaysia.. It was fun and it lasted the whole day too. I goes along with another 3 buddies n my buddy’s girlfriend to malaysia to eat, watch movie and do the foot massage!!We met up early in 750am at my buddy’s block then we go to the checkpoint.. we reached malaysia at 9am+.. then we go for our breakfast and guess what we have then.
We had pork soup for the day.. yum yum.. ahah!! it is quite a feast plus the claypot chicken. Well, quite nice. It is quite full for me too.. coz I ate a lot. haha!! Well after that we go and watch movie in jusco in malaysia.. Well It is quite big almost like vivo.. but lose to vivo as vivo is much longer than them. haha!! The arcade there are sux… a lot of the machines spolit. We go do shopping there.. I still think electronic stuffs in malaysia are expensive.. so it is not worth it to buy.. Singapore is much affordable than malaysia. haha!! Singapore is the BEST!! but malaysia movie is cheap. ;p
Well we also go for foot massage.. around 5pm+. getting to know how good is our body.. but look like everyone got problem with their body. haha!! well, mine is most likely is my body is very tired.. nid rest.
Then we go for dinner around 7pm++.. a interesting place called “三楼”.
Well the bee hoon there is good … good .. BEST!! haha!! Like singapore been hoon.. I like it. btt we ate finished, it is already 7pm.. wow.. very late. then we decided to go home …then we reached singapore around 10pm+.. quite late.. but still fun. I hope I can have those trip again.
Monday.. it starts in a good day… but end up a experience I will remember for my rest of my life.
That night my friend’s mother passed away. That night my friend lost someone he loved … He was working oversea when the tragic started.. He was rushed back by “the company”.. I heard the news and decided to go back to his home with him.. His brother is oversea, so for the time being, he is alone.. handling the stuffs.. Lucky his sister in law took care of most of the stuffs.. His girlfriend is quite supportive helping him to settle some admin stuffs. But I think he needs some more accompany..as possible wait till his brother come back from oversea.. so I stay back to accompany him or help him..
Life is very frail… I remember Jan I was still playing mahjong with him and his mother…then now his mother had passed away. Everything seem so fast.. Initially, he is quite sad.. I afraid he cant control his emotion, so I recommend to the other that he shouldn’t go drive the car himself, thinking he will do something stupid.. Lucky he listens to us or else I really don’t know what to do with him once he goes drive the car.
Monday night seem very long… although I say I accompany him.. but I was beaten by the Zzzz monster… fell asleep around 12am.. haiz.. He hardly say any words… That night I slept only 5 hours…
Tuesday, I accompany him while another Superior came and offer to help out my friend. I tried to help out in anything too.. but there is very little stuffs I can do. Well, I did help out using leg works..running errand like applying the permit to hold the wake at the void deck near my friend’s house. I stayed with my friend till his brother came… then I go home.. It is a tiring for me.. but I hope I got some use in helping him..
Yesterday, I came down to visit him again..just to check out how is him holding up… After seeing him, I guess he is holding good… His mother will be moving to the Guang Ming Shan on Friday morning… His girlfriend hoped he will hold himself up during friday… because it will be very sad day for him on friday.
My friend asked me try not to come at today… as he may not have time to entertain me on today.. so I guess he is going to busy as the monks are doing the ritual for his mum… Well, I told him, if he need any helps, just let me know..
THis feeling is not so good for me, but I did get to learn some custom of dealing withg the dead..It is a experience I will not forget.
I know.. I wrote something about myself b4. 2 days ago, I tot of a friend from the past.. I was listening to a song called “You Needed Me” by Anne Murray. I remember making a poem for her..but b4 I can give to her, I was rejected.. it was quite long ago.. haha!! I am stupid.. I still remember the poem. I wrote it in chinese.. but I asked someone to translate for me in english..
Since I cant have my happiness, I guess being pple’s cupid can help them get their happiness.. I dun mind doing that. If my friends are happy, I am happy. If she happy, I will be happy. Even though I was not a bit happy now..
This friday is very happening.. Well, not I am bloasting.. this is my first time being hugged by a guy very Heartly!! haha!!
Friday
Friday is a good n embarrass day. Well, after work, I go see my grandma as she gone for operation. Then I go meet my friends at Vivo City that night after the visit. Then we came for a dancing day at Boiler Room I seldom have a good time dancing. But that night I was kanna sabo by my ladies’ friends … I was choosen to go up Boiler room stage to play some games I was kanna Hugged by a guy so heartly.. My body goosebump come out.. Eeeeee .. but it is enjoyable for the games.. Of coz I enjoy dancing that nite too .. haha!!
Just now around 6pm, I was at Kinokuniya there looking at book. I found out that I can look at book for a long time..haha!! Well, even window shopping for books I can stare at books for at least 3hrs.. haha!! U may think that I am abnormal… but that is what or who I am.
Check out this book for those Otaku!! This is the book just for u all to read and see.
This book is made by a otaku. By now you guys and gals must be wondering what is “otaku”?
In modern Japanese slang, the term
otaku refers to a fan of any particular theme, topic, or hobby. Common uses are anime otaku (a fan of anime ), cosplay otaku and manga otaku (a fan of Japanese comic books), pasokon otaku (personal computer geeks), gēmu otaku (playing video games), and wota (pronounced ‘ota’, previously referred to as “idol otaku“) that are extreme fans of idols, heavily promoted singing girls. There are also tetsudō otaku or denshamania (railfans) or gunji otaku (military geeks).
Now you know what is otaku. Anyway this author is a anime otaku. This book got some chapters starting with his first otaku year in the company, his otaku’s daily routine,his otaku’s body,his otaku’s works,his otaku’s health,his otaku’s struggle and his otaku’s war.
It is a relax type of book for u to read. It is fun, and make me laugh a lot. I rate this 4 stars for its entertainment.
For those who saw Twilight,you will surely heard of this song, “Leave Out All The Rest “, before? Anyway this song sang by Linkin Park. Below is the MTV and lyric:
This is the “Sunshine” version MTV, well I quite like it. ~_~
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
‘Cause no one else cares
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I’m done here
So if you’re asking me I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the one that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don’t be afraid
I’ve taken my beating
I’ve shed when I’m near
I’m strong to surface
Not all the way through
I’ve never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you’re asking me I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the one that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside
You’ve learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can’t be who you are
When my time comes
Forget the one that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside
You’ve learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can’t be who you are
I can’t be who you are
P.S. I kinda of like this MTV and song. Coz some of lyric very unique like:
“I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
‘Cause no one else cares
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I’m done here
So if you’re asking me I want you to know”
Well that is one time I talk about the fear within me.. but my friends just told me… don’t think too much.. It is ur imagination. Well no one really listen.. haiz!!
“Forgetting all the hurt inside
You’ve learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can’t be who you are
I can’t be who you are
”
It had been quite some time since I been updated my blog. I had some problem on my work 2 weeks ago…. I think I become agitated after some of my co-workers made some remark on my status… I was unhappy about that.. I blew up my top.. I shot them with my wraith of anger… Well I guess I cant be friends with them anymore.. I was sad and regret of the doing… But what done had been done… I am going to live with it..
Anyway today I go clark quay to search for some old things.. well basically I found a song that remind of a incident I make at ITE.
This song is the song that I sing to a girl when I am at ITE… Well it is bold for me to sing that song.. as noone done that b4.. haha!! but I was rejected after singing that song.. She said she had someone in mind so cant accept my love.. I was sad.. well anyway it is long time ago.. haha!!
We had pork soup for the day.. yum yum.. ahah!! it is quite a feast plus the claypot chicken. Well, quite nice. It is quite full for me too.. coz I ate a lot. haha!! Well after that we go and watch movie in jusco in malaysia.. Well It is quite big almost like vivo.. but lose to vivo as vivo is much longer than them. haha!! The arcade there are sux… a lot of the machines spolit. We go do shopping there.. I still think electronic stuffs in malaysia are expensive.. so it is not worth it to buy.. Singapore is much affordable than malaysia. haha!! Singapore is the BEST!! but malaysia movie is cheap. ;p
