Freedom the Kingdom

Yawnz!!….

Ah Juz came back from "old" Sembawang Shopping Centre coffee shop. Well of coz go there to have breakfast. O yesterday I go for my friend’s drinking session. We go to the same place to have fun. I sing a lot but without mic. My voice is sux if I used mic.. ;p Hmm… I didnt know I like to sing. Must be the songs are easy to sing.

Zijian and me. hahaha.. See who has the bigger head?

Met some new friends..but funny most of them are from navy… but I can oni remember their appointment but not their name. Must be navy drill the knowledge "must remember the appointment, Must remember the appointment" into my mind. hahaha!! Then later we go to St. James ard 3am… To meet other friends.. Luckly this time I didnt get drunk like last time… But my head now still abit ache… It must be headache or hangover. hahaaha!! Now I am worry that next week my leaves will still get approved or not… hmm… Everything last mins.. Haiz!!

Juz came back from CGH. In the morning I go for my medical appointment. U guys may think why I go for medical appointment? Well it is a review aftermath after I was accidentally hitted on the left eye during a training exercise. I lost quite a bit blood for it.

This is that time I was injury. LoL I still can laugh… But that time I am juz trying to use laugh to push down the pain I was suffered.

Anyway back to CGH, the doctor told me that my eyes are OK.. juz that I still seeing a small black dot ard the eyes. If the black dot increased.. I must see the doctor asap… or else my eye will be perma damage. Damn i forget how to spell the word. She gives me another appointment date juz in case the condition get worses. Haiz!!! This year is a hell of a year for me… I get 2 injuries during the year and it is still May …Still got 6months and 2 days more to go….. before this year end. I hope no more injuries for me. LOL!!1

May The Buddha Bless Me!!!

Recently, I am sleeping very late everyday. That make me the next day yawning all day long. OMB!!! I will be making a bad habit… keep yawning… I learnt that pple sleeping late will get fat easily. I was thinking whether it is true or not..

One of the reason I am sleeping late is I need to tire myself so that I can dun need to remember someone and the other is to watch the korea drama "太王四神记".

Once I start a drama, I will finished it. Will not watch halfway.. and watch other drama… COz it will get confuse.

Now I am going to finish "太王四神记 Think by thursday i can finish it. YES!!!".

This is the full song’s lyrics.

传说
词: 施人诚 曲: 郑楠

扬:
宇宙洪荒那时候
第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他 如何形容
对方 听懂不懂

林:
开天辟地了以后
第一对恋人什麼结果
洞穴湖泊 日升月落
他们 爱了多久
如果我们那时就相遇
会不会爱得比较放心

合:
也许分离 还没被发明
来折磨爱情

林:
一千次轮回都不错过

扬:
一万里相随都不放手

合:
在每个尽头 再约好碰头
再睁开眼 就认出你我

扬:
一千次轮回足不足够

林:
一万里漂泊又算什麼

合:
这人海辽阔 爱总被磋跎
总该 留一篇传说

合:
我会尽我全力
抵抗时间的侵袭
不停地爱你

扬:
还好我有你

林:
幸好你有我

合:
一起写一篇传说

THis is the legend "太王四神记中文版片尾曲" MV. 刘力扬 n 林宥嘉 are the singers. Good Song.

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YAWN!!!
I juz came back in the morning. Yesterday I go for my friend’s drinking session.

HAnd off of me. hahaha

We will singing happily at the pub. I was drinking halfway, then i suddenly become emotional.. I remember again the 4yrs ago incident and I cried. It was stupid why I will cry… I juz dun know what came over me. I think I was juz feeling sad. My friends try to calm me down.. But I juz wan to let it out… after so many yrs deep in my heart. I still that incident, I keep the feeling in my heart and nv show out. Always put a happy face so that pple will think I am ok, but actually I am not ok.

What trigger this feeling… I really dun knoe? But anyway after a cry, I think I felt better. But still my heart will be closed till time is right for it to open…. Ah… today is sat, later I will go for my weekend cycling session. A cycling session will be good for me.

DAmn my pc KO liao… I think it is the window OS making problem for my computer. Sad. I have to find some time to get my computer to fix up. Come worse to worse.. I may have to buy a new PC. Now I am trying to transfer my pc’s data to my laptop. Luckly i got my own portable Harddisk to transfer the data.

Finally i had finished this japanese drama. It is a good 1. I cant believe no matter what the male main character do to change the outcome of the old memory they the female main character and him have… The female main character still marry other guy. I was pity to the male main character. * SPOLITER * The male character felt that only the female main character happy, he is content. THis feeling is in his heart after all the chances he had to change the status in the female main character’s heart had failed.  So he made a speech at the wedding and confessed to everyone that he will bless the female main character and the Brideboom happy marriage and told her that he will always loved her forever. The female main character is touched but the ending is like to be continue… i didnt know whether there is a ending or not till I heard there is a sp version for this drama. It is the final ending for the drama. COOL!!! I juz hope POH KIM can bought the right for the drama. Juz cant wait…

NIICEE I feel better… family issue had somehow solved… but dun know whether it will be resurface… but still it is solved. 1 Problem down.. feeling better. Yesterday going to my friends’ house to play mj. Anyway feeling even better after playing mj with them.

The picture is my best friend,neo, and I.

Damn now I look at the picture, I think I overtan myself. hahaha!! Well under the hot sun I can only take a hr to tan myself… or else I will be roasted.

>.<

But still I looked funny in the picture. Haaha!!

Today should be a good day, It is starting good as i am going out with friends to enjoy sun tan and swimming… THough i can only stay under the sun for 2 hr or so… the feeling is good. after that at nite, received news abt some event… my mood juz turn to bad. Then when i try to solve it and unable to solve it… the mood juz become from bad to worse. So in the end of the day, I was in a bad mood.

Recently i got a lot of events coming … hitting my mood deeply… I dun know why it is causing my mood to be getting from bad to worse and lastly worst…Juz recently a month or so, as you guys or gals know i was hospitalise due to some medical problem. It hit my mood that i maybe not able to be fighting fit again… then juz a few days ago, old relationship wound juz reopen…. DAmn… I am in a damn bad mood now. I really dun know how to solve this.

I juz dun know…………… I think i need a few day to tink abt.

Today is friday… I cant believe i am staying hm… I am bored. Anyway all my friends are those which stay home watch anime or watch drama… now that i changed.. like to stay out now have fun.. to escape someone..that is in my heart for a long time. I wish I can juz get drunk and forget about her…………………………………………….

But yesterday i met a friend in msn, we talk abt relationship, and i am so stupid, go and talk abt her… open my old wound. Let me tink of her… It takes me 3yr to stop thinking of her… now she is back in my mind. I have to do somethings to make sure she stay deep in my mind.

I am so confuse now… haiz..